Well I think their is a strong correlation between how tired I am and how depressed I feel. Right now I feel like I could cry. And there is no reason for it. My classes are over, and with it much of my stress. I just got the phone number of the girl who I've had a crush on for the past couple of weeks. Granted she wasn't as excited as I thought she would have been, but that is no reason to feel depressed. This is so frustrating!!!!!!!!!! OH and even last night I finished the book I'd been reading and the ending was excellent and left me feeling great with an epiphany on life as I see it. There is a whole lot of good going on. It's beautiful outside, and I just bought an awesome digital camera which will be here in 3-5 days (hopefully the former rather than the latter). There just isn't any reason for me to feel shitty. It could be some type of endogenous depression routed purely in the chemical makeup of my brain!! It is true that I haven't worked out in ages, and that has been my fix against the blues for some years now. So I need to got to the gym and do some running. Pull myself out of these doldrums!